Working days were getting busier than before,hence the lack of updates.I've been busy with interim report,floorball chalet and more unfinished work.

Interim report is a 2500 words account, i couldn't say it was well written, cause i had only a day to complete it. Floorball chalet was at Costa Sands Resort @ sentosa last weekend. There was a team dinner on friday at Vivocity Modesto,but it was pretty late when i reached home,so i missed a good meal. Woanlin went for the stay over,what i heard from her,it was a comfortable night as they had to squeeze sleeping in a tiny room. Was i lucky not staying over on that night? Anyway,work has been progressing smoothly,i wouldn't say I'm already solely independent to handle huge events,but i am mentally prepared for any arrangements laid out for me.

♥ wanyan
6:16 AM

Ktv-ed at Bugis Topone ktv yesterday,on my off day.

The 2 birthday girls,singyee and jinyu were present,together with me,jane,vina and cuishan.

It started from 11am and ended at 6pm. I came slightly later,waking up much later than my alarm clock. I thought i was late,but i was not the latest. Vina and cuishan came after noon time.

At 6.30pm,we met with simin and qianthing at Illuma for dinner at Empire State. Dinner ended at 8 plus after rounds of chitchat and catching up. I was super exhausted upon returning home, and even more lerthagic at the thought of reporting for work on sunday.

Regular 9-5 workers get monday blues and celebrates TGIF,but my inflexible working days didn't allow me look forward to any fridays in the week,particularly when saturday happens to be a working day. So,TGIF is like out of my motivation list. I'm only left with Public Holidays. Omg,my interim report has not been touched yet. Datedues on friday. Rush.

♥ wanyan
7:57 AM

I seem to be caught in a endless cycle of work. I seriously think personal life and work should be 2 separate issues. There ought be a line differentiating both elements,where work should be work and personal engagements stays as it is. I can say i had already crossed that line, and kinda mixed both of them together. Most of the times, my off days were taken up owing to the fact that i had been busy slogging at home,working. Am i already going through a lifeless cycle?

Feeling the stress from work,I will ask myself:Is this the early signs of the nature of this job? Inflexible, unpredictable, strenuous and challenging? I've always been asked this question: Will you continue this career after your intern? After weighing the pros and cons, i would say there might be a greater possibility of me saying "no". 1 thing im sure of,if i were to continue in this career path, i will have to give up floorball in exchange for the commitment. What a hefty price to pay!

It's definitely not easy finding an ideal career. Even the most glamorous job,does have it flaws too. It sure ain't easy being a model. Oh...The Pros and Cons factor again.

♥ wanyan
7:07 AM

I've been trying to catch a breather. Work has been so suffocating. I do not mean that i hate this job,but the workload seriously can kill. When my own personal time has been "eaten up" in the expense of completing my work even when I'm back home,i don't even have the extra second of my own. Reading a book,blogging & watching dramas has been marked off my list of personal engagement. Sometimes i get so absorbed in work,i totally lost track of time. I glued myself to the seat for hours, stared at the screen like all the other people in the office and did my usual OTs. The working days come and go, and this scene had become more like a common sight.

Off days=work days.
Doesn't that means working endlessly. It doesn't makes much of a difference,except that it's done at home in my most comfortable environment. It has 1 disadvantage-distractions. How am i able to concentrate when the rest of my family members are happily watching the tv,surfing the web,listening to the music?

Okay,shall blog till here an return back to work.Or else,my work is sure not gonna end.

♥ wanyan
6:51 AM