Oh my god~ I'm such a bad stress handler,who succumbs to undesired situations,and complain about how pathetic my life is. Stress!STRESS!STRESS! I seriously dread that. I've got awful breakouts on my face, gastric pains,dying braincells... Adding to that, I'm bringing work back home almost everyday. I can't possibly find a perfect day when i will be watching youtube videos without being tied down by the thought of "shit,i've got to complete this by tonight".
So,1 months & 2 weeks of intern at Sph had flew by at a blinking of an eye. What have i achieved till now?Ok,i published a couple of articles,i wrote a health column for Uweekly,i am still learning...Honestly speaking, i can't really raise my hands up in joy and exclaim:"Yes,i'm improving...I've impressed my supervisors, I'm so gonna be good at this(journalism)" Nah nah, i haven't even reach my supervisors' expectations,yet alone my own. Am i'm the slowest and dumbest intern? I had the gut feeling that probably this is the OS of my supervisors. Haha...allow me to be pessimistic cause i feel better if they had thought so too. Ok,I'm a slow budder. But do they do know that? Well,it doesn't matter.
I just pissed 1 of my interviewee over the phone cause i constantly bugged him 3 times. It's normal he feels it that way,i completely understand. Yes,that's when i had this feeling-I'm screwed...it's no doubt he ever picked up my calls. Anyway,I still had to figure a way out.
Putting aside the stress talk, i finally went for floorball training after a months of MIA-ing. I really glad to be back for training, and somehow i converted my working stress into playing hard on court. I wanna attend more floorball trainings!