I know time is ticking and in less than 12 hours time, i'll be working as an intern in sph.
I'm not certain if journalism is the right career for me,that's why i'm trying and taking this opportunity to learn new things which i have not been exposed to yet.
Right now, i'm picturing myself in a 5 months journey which is full of uncertainties and obstacles. I'll never know what's in there for me. Let it be a series of unpredictable events lined up everyday, good or bad, i have to face it no matter what. I have to.
But, one thing i'm pretty sure of is that i'll have lesser time for everything.
No more free time. I'm glad actually,mainly because i would rather be tied down by work than rot my days without achieving a thing. Sometimes,i hate doing nothing. I know it's good that when you literally do nothing at all, you are freed from many things. No work, no school. And also,no life.
Ask me if i'm all set and ready to start this learning experience as an intern, my answer is yes.
I'm prepared and ready to take in new challenges, somehow a part of me tells me that "staying in my comfort zone makes me feel safe and secure". Okay,there is a little contradiction, and a voice inside me says that maybe i'm not really ready after all. I need to break away from all that pessimistic thinking, it would make me grow neither. Please throw that away.
Alright,so i guess i have to put my best foot forward and strive my way through my intern days.
Tomorrow will be the new chapter for me and my friends who will be starting our 1st day of internship. All the best to those who are having all the jitters and nerves, i know we all can do it. I don't know why, but I'll be eagerly awaiting January 29th 2010 to arrive. Well, at least that's my tiny source of motivation for now.