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Monday, June 7, 2010

"what's next for me?" (acting emo-_-)

Rejections from both local unis, it's depressing though but what can i do but to accept it? This is part and parcel of life, my case couldn't be worser than others there who aren't as fortunate as me. My current plans right now: Submitted my appeals and desperately hoping for something miraculous to bestow upon me, but i'm not gonna put high hopes on that. Reason: Chances of successful unis appeal are rare. So what if i did achieve something in a cca, that itself may not be sufficient enough to secure me a place. I'm just wondering if i play for the Singapore women's table tennis team,I'll be 100% guaranteed a space in the local unis. HAHA...but that's not gonna happen cause i suck at table tennis. Me as the next Feng Tian Wei? NAH!

Alright,so when my plans are not going wherever it was originally heading to, there's gonna be a backup plan just in case everything backfires. And that's why i'm opting for uniSIM's arts and social science degree. But i'll not be doing Chinese again! I shall broaden my career options rather than corner myself into limited choices like chinese media and teaching. So yeah,that's plan B.

After my contract with wanbao ended in late April, i'm slightly active in the local floorball scenes. I had a major MIA due to work,work and more work. That partly has done some effect on my attendance/committment,hence I fail to make the cut for Div 1 team, so that makes me "relegated" to play in Div 2. I'm not that depressed compared to unis rejection,maybe it hadn't hit me hard enough. All in all, we're still the same team as a whole, but the fact that a team is divided by league differences made me feel less bonded than before. Anyway, Div 1 has finally kicked off after so long(5 months). Div 2 tentatively starts in September.


briefing before friendly game @rp


Team Liitto Floorball~



♥ wanyan
4:49 AM



Friday, May 28, 2010

My blog layout is so plain and boring.
think i should get a new one.
time for a Change.
HAHA.


♥ wanyan
12:57 AM


我、你、他、她


Saturday, May 22, 2010

最近很忙,博客很久没更新,觉得太空了。正好今天心血来潮,就写点东西来抒发咯。=)

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我生气时,会大喊发泄。伤心时,泪流满面。
你开心时,会嬉皮笑脸。兴奋时,心跳加速。
他生气时,脸黑黑。伤心时,心不在焉。
她开心时,嘴甜甜。兴奋时,精神亢奋。
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曾几何时,觉得自己来过这个地方。踩在这崎岖不平的道路泥泞,看着先前被别人留下的痕迹,恍然又回到过去。这些零零碎碎的片段,似有若无地勾起我的记忆。原来我在N年前的某月某日某刻,正与你们编织美好的回忆。回想当初,真是令人意犹未尽。一直以来,人为纪念某个人或事物,利用一些象征性的物品加以怀念。

美丽的时光总是那么短暂,转眼间时间已抛下我,逐渐在新的空间中制造全新的人、事、物。世界那么大,就有数亿人与我生存在这个宇宙,一同呼吸着环绕在我俩身旁的空气。我曾想过就算这世界少了一个人,宇宙不会因此摧毁,地球也不可能停止运作。人类都是渺小可怜的动物。当你有一天不存在,留了个空位子,自然有另一人负责替补。在工作领域上,亦是残忍的恶性循环。但在情感方面,没有人能顶替你作为一个朋友或家人的身份。在广阔无边的宇宙,有上千万个家庭、数亿万人处在这小星球里。有些人能成为一位无人不知无人不晓的大人物,深受多人爱戴和崇拜,那我很肯定他不是总统、亿万富翁、就是王族。能成为这些重量级人物,大家都求之不得,但不是人人都能当。身为平凡星球人,我们没有必要奢求能成为宇宙世界里一个伟人,如果“没有那么大的头,就不要戴那么大的帽子”,做个普普通通的人就好。渺小的星球人只需得到家人和朋友的认可,就像每天能饱餐一样,即刻满足。

写于5月22日下午5点27分
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你站在桥上看风景  
看风景的人在楼上看你   
明月装饰了你的窗子   
你装饰了别人的梦
-卞之琳《断章》


♥ wanyan
12:46 AM


lack of posts


Thursday, May 6, 2010

I just realised my last post was dated 8 April which means i had not blogged for 1 month. Work in wanbao have been keeping me busy up till my last day. Plus, the convenience of Facebook and Twitter makes my everyday updates much easier and faster. Blogging can take up to 1-2hr,with the addition of pictures and drafting of the blog entry. But, leaving a Facebook status doesn't require much time and effort. What's best? Twitter limits users to tweet at a word limit of 140 characters, implying that everything had to be kept short and sweet. There is also more interaction with friends on Facebook & Twitter, as compared to blogging which serves its purpose of an online diary corner.

An update of what i'm doing. I left wanbao at the end of april after my 2 months contract ended.
I would say i'm not officially saying goodbyes to working, as i still need to work to generate more income for my daily expenditures. ^-^ I'm now working in a small media company, that pays according to projects i take up, will look out for tuition assignments along the way too.

With the convenience of an Iphone, my sis occasionally love surfing youtube videos and she recommended this Kuso version of Twilight filmed & acted by asian students. It's real funny only if you have watched the original version. ROFL~ enjoy!



♥ wanyan
12:03 AM


FAILED =(


Thursday, April 8, 2010

{at least i believed so}
Things didn't started off well today.I was almost late for BTT,reaching at 1025am when my test was 1030. Majority of the questions were giveaways, but there were just a few questions that caught me off guard or left me scratching my head. Gosh, i really think they should implement a marking grade,rather than flash a "failed" or "passed" after you submitted your answers. It's like an immediate result indicating success or failure. Feeling slightly dejected, i proceeded down to the administration office and booked a next test date, which will be on 7th June. It'll be another 2 months...till then I'm gonna wait, mugged the highway codes by heart and conquer BTT again!

We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success. We often discover what will do, by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery.-Samuel Smiles-


♥ wanyan
11:16 PM


a year ago


Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sometime last year, i was back in Wuhan for my chinese immersion trip. 127 days in a foreign land, with friends in T02. Be it birthday celebrations,cultural trips,ktvs and mugging...we were almost enjoying every minute we had, and cherishing the times we spend together. Fast enough,time has travelled till 2010, April. Nowadays, fixing a time for meet ups were much difficult than before.

An update on what I'm doing now. I'm still at wanbao,as a temp reporter. Stress-wise, slightly lesser than my intern days, but every job has its stressing factor,so guess I'm not spared too. I've been here like for 1 month already and 1 more month later, I'll bid goodbyes to my colleagues. Honestly speaking, I have no slightest intention to stay on, hence I'm searching for greener & richer pastures. The truth is,I'm not paid much. So why stay on in an environment which is the prime source of my pimples outbreak? But, being a reporter does generates a greater sense of satisfaction than other jobs. I like what I'm doing, but sometimes certain reasons deter me from loving it even more.

This coming Thursday-8th April, I'm gonna take my BTT. Currently mugging for that, taken a day's off too. Wish me luck! On top of that, it'll be 3 straight days of rest till Sunday. YAY =)


♥ wanyan
8:27 AM


I was near the entrance of USS


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Universal Studio Singapore
2 of my colleagues had the special privilege of a sneak media preview at USS,which made me super envious cause they can try the rides for free! The universal studio symbolic icon was taken on my of my assignments,cheap thrill for me to prove that i went there. Truth was,I was doing my interviews just the outside of USS, and couldn't go in as the official opening is on 18th March. Plus the tickets are selling hot and fast.

quick snaps with the "globe" which was 25m away from me

with my photographer-yanyan

To me USS seems fun and family orientated theme park,though i hadn't really stepped inside. Currently it's 1 of the cheapest USS in the world, Singapore could rake potential tourism revenues from Casinos & USS 2-3 years before Korea's USS is completed. I should go USS someday and enjoy the awesome rides.


♥ wanyan
8:55 AM


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